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The word has come up as something very important as metal gear online comes closer. I’ve been playing much more stealthier on Call of Duty 4. I have been hiding in a room holding my breath and kneeling as I wait my dog to pass. Then the instant he turns around I move from room to room and hide again. My dog looks confused and looks again to the room I was in. He decides I am gone and runs of to search for me. I quickly but silently step over the white tiles of my house and exit my house with victory as I completely stealthed my dog.
Perhaps you might call me crazy but metal gear has been adding a adverse effect to my activities. Perhaps I am just too excited for the game’s release just a month away and the online beta being tommorow. COD4 is what keeps me entertained til then. Cod4 always keeps me well entertained. But I’ve ran out of cod4 steam. Its just not the same anymore. After months of continous playing for hours it gets boring. That is why I need a new game at the house and no its not GTA4. I don’t like GTA4. I detest being the bad guy. I like being the guy in shining armor to come to the rescue of the princess.
I’ve finally finished this months college tests and one more month of classes remain. No summer vacation for me as I’ll take some summer classes to advance faster. I must finish college the fastest if I am to become a videogame designer. My plans to learn programming on my own and learn to create a game have been thwarted by college on its own and I’ve considered more important as a priority improving my art and writing skills. I hope I can start programming soon but there are just so many things I want to do. I want to draw. I want to write. I want to program. I want to 3d design. I want even to play music! I am completely out of my mind and greedy. I surely will have trouble obtaining even one to worry about a whole lot. They are just my ambitions in life more important than anything else. They might be my goals in life.
I am lazy. Yes I truly am lazy. I have been trying to draw but I just get in a foul mood that I can’t seem to get myself to draw. Because of it I spend days without drawing and that not only stops me from improving but also deteriorates my already learned skill. Practice makes perfect. Lack of practice makes mistakes.
I have some plans regarding my drawings as well. If all goes well and I manage to control myself and draw then by summer I will begin the comic of Soul Chronicles. It is based on the same story I am writing but with a different concept in mind. It is the same when you try making a play instead of writing a novel. The media will interact in different ways with the viewer so I might have to chance a few things to fit the manga. This is as well just a scrap comic made as just drawing practice so it shouldn’t be considered as serious material but as a student’s assignment. The scheduled chapter is chapter 1 which introduces the characters and the beginning of what starts as a small quest only to turn into something much more.
If all goes well during that time then I will begin my first flash animation on august. The flash animation will feature a short teaser featuring important parts from all 3 episodes as a effort to learn to use flash. I take great inspiration from my friend Uty-Bacalaito. She is an anime artist who has made some flash works and does digital work daily on deviantart.
I am of course writing on my story as well but have found the current written story inadequate and have started it from scratch. In order to not reveal many secrets about the main characters and let them uncover themselves to the reader I have cut off some parts from the original chapter and will now be featured as memories later on the story. I will soon be taking off the first chapter I had uploaded here so if you are reading this today(which I doubt) and want to look at a early version of my first chapter(which I doubt) then feel free to grab it before it becomes only a memory without existence. Excelryu out.